bored

i have this big problem. Venus slipped off my lap and she scratched this HUGE gash in my leg. it's disgusting looking!!!! it's like deformed!!! my leg is never going to heel!!! but i need to know, tomorrow i'm seeing Nadir. should i still wear my minnie and show my deformed leg or should i wear my calvin klein jeans? ugh i hate deciding.

just random stuff about *me*

on tuesday i went with *gum princess* to the mall because she's out of school and i needed some stuff. so i got a bunch of stuff and she got a necklace because she's waaaaaaaay too picky. now she wants the minie skirt she tried on and didnt' like so her mom's taking her back on Saturday.
yesterday *gum princess* and my other friend uh what should i call her? llbb. ok so llbb *gum princess* and i walked down town. we ate at Moe's and then the ice cream place was closed so we went to GAP and a couple of other stores. our downtown is pathetic. there are no good stores other then GAP which didn't have anthing. then the ice cream place opened at 12:00 so we ate there. then we got thirsty so we went to a cafe place and had soda. then we decided to walk home but we got tired so i called my mom and she took us home. i've been having so much fun now that it's summer.
Friday i rehearse with the guy i'm obsessed with!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i've picked out what to wear!!!!!!!!!!
and on Sunday my mom has a resital. *gum princess* and i are trying to have matching outfits. we had a perfect one picked out but then evil mom said we couln't wear minie skirts. so i think we might go shopping again on Saturday to get matching outfits. we were on the phone for like an hour trying to decided what to wear...
ok so that's about all that's happening in my life right now...

i'm a winner

i won the AMTA piano competition. go me. ok so i got a lousy certificate and ribon thing. how bout some money? oh and the "prize" is that i get to play at the AMTA conference or convention thing in June. how bout some money?

another picture of Venus

cute cute cute!

Venus

this is Venus our new kitten! she's so sweet! her only problem is she wants to use her litter box as a bed. lol. and yes i did let her get in my violin case.

OH MY GOD

I'M TALKING TO THE GUY I LIKE ABOUT WHAT MUSIC TO DO AT THAT GIG!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!! HE'S SAID LIKE 30 WORDS TO ME NOW!!!!!!! IT'S AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!! LOL J/K BUT I'M HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!

more stuff about *me*

i had my piano competition this weekend and that was in the middle of Bamma so mom thought since we're up there we might as well do something "fun" so we went to the DeSoto caverns. William's like messed up and he was all scared that the cave would cave in and stuff. or that we'd get lost. on top of that mom took us to see Horse Shoe Bend. it was a field. i could see a feild just like it in our town. we didn't need to go all the way out there to see it. and on top of that we had to walk like all around the stupid field. it was hot and boring and i hate nature. i'm not a natury person. it was in the middle of the country with all these shacks and trailers and churches. i swear i must have seen over 50 churches the entire trip. ugh. oh and the piano competition was ok. but i'm sooooo not going to win. the judge said "pretty good" after the bach, "good" after the Chopin, and "Wow. good job" after the Kabalevsky. i guess it's good it wasn't "wow, good, pretty good" but i'm sooooo not going to win. AND ON TOP OF THAT I'M PLAYING A GIG WITH THE GUY I'M MADLY IN LOVE WITH EVEN THOUGH WE'VE NEVER REALLY MET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm going to have to work so hard though. it's for this international conference of physcsists. what the heck are physicists anyways? i'm such a retard. oh and on the trip i learned cows had horns... i didn't know that... ok well gotta go